Alright I'm dealin' with some shit yall... it's in the back of my head
And it's some shit yall... But I just rap it instead.
See I got wolverine bones in me,
but the whole world's throwin' stones at me,
Like they all gotta bone wit' me.
Got an ex-girl... and I really love her to death
But that's my ex-girl... so I guess her lovin' is dead.
It's wild how I love her... even when she ain't near
Even if were aren't together... I know she'll still be there.
Then there's some other people... I judged their character wrong
But they some other people... now let's get back to the song.
I’ve got another problem... that I ain't tendin' to
Because I got enough problems... And my solution is to stuff problems.
But if somethin' goes wrong with that...
Then it's back to the depression... and so long with rap
See I'm depressed lately...
but nobody understands... That I'm depressed lately...
I'm sorta feelin' repressed lately.
But y’all been hearin' and seein' me less lately
Like, has anyone noticed the regress lately?
Look deep y’all, don't I seem stressed lately?
Seemed disturbed, lotta regrets lately?
Got a crew in front-o-me... They my peoples
But they ain't in my company... when all I need is some company.
When I start feelin' like everybody's done wit' me
I'm try'na see what everybody want wit' me.
They say, "he wines too much, he's too bitter"
They call it, "complainin' ", I call it, "explainin' "
How normal people could get caught-up in the game and
Lose they mind, and people find it entertaining
Some shit wit' me... but people been knew that
But I now I’m cryin' a lot, and I ain't use to do that.
Then this unemployment barely payin' the bills,
It's mo' money, mo' problems... Or it's no money, mo' problems.
All enormous when you play at these stakes
To try to hold in the pain when you look in my face
'Cause they say... "he needs to be single at the moment"
But what "he" NEED is a single moment!
They say get out... But I don't wanna go to a club
Don't wanna go to a lounge, I just wanna lounge!
In the same sweats that I had on for days
Same tee I had on for a week... what I got on it speaks...
What I got on, it reeks... No shave I'm just, chillin',
'cause that's just how I'm feelin'.
One day at a time, it's God willin'
I'm try'na see straight, but the fog keeps buildin'.
Hoodie when it's hot, like it's freezin' Winter
Havin' trouble, eatin’ lunch and dinner
And it's hard try'na keep this in-ya;
So I write it all down,
So one day maybe when life is all sweet I'll remember.
Got some shit goin' on wit' my mind... and to be honest it's bad
So I'm sittin' here, reminiscing on what I had
It's not rap - it's real, look scrappy it's true
Asking what’s happenin’, do I look happy to you?!
Now, if it goes to the wire, got the soul of a fighter
Bruised-up and sloppy, or damaged like Ali.
Up-late talkin' to the friends on the website
That's the only thing that send yo' man off to bed right?
Fuck the World, as my life starts to swirl!
Well, maybe not world... just lemme' remain calm.
This too won't last, this too shall pass
At least that's what I say y'all, that's what I pray for
And I'm the only thing that's standin' in my way y'all
But I gotta be with me, it's no escape y'all...
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